honestly, I’ve felt sort of depressed for a while now, and this was just the breaking point. and the one person who is supposed to care most about me doesn’t understand.

I am so annoyed that flights and gas cost so much money! Why can’t I just be rich?? Wouldn’t that be the life. This weekend my mom is flying out to patterson and will probably get to say hi to jake, but I can’t go because it’s too much from idaho to california! Another reason why I do not want to come back to byui. unlv and cheap flights from vegas to stockton here I come. not to mention there is a freaking 30 degree difference in the weather, I hate the cold. And there is no way I’m gonna be able to end this semester with a 3.8 or higher, no way, so no nursing program for me here, another thing that would be so much easier if I was only going to school at unlv. I cannot wait till thanksgiving when I get to see my family and jake, and have an amazing dinner, then its only a few weeks and I’m done with my first semester and never coming back! twenty-seven days, nine hours, and fifty-three minutes till I will be back in a comfortable house with people that I don’t want to strangle every five minutes. Is it too early to start counting down the days till the semester is over? NOPE! one month, twenty days, twenty-three hours, and sixteen minutes till I get to go home from this place without having to come back a few days after. I cannot wait.